Darling you got to let me know
Should I Stay or Should I Go?
If you say that you are mine
I'll be here 'til the end of time
So you got to let me know
Should I Stay or Should I Go?

It's always tease, tease, tease
You're happy when I'm on my knees
One day it's fine and next it's black
So if you want me off your back
Well, come on and let me know
Should I Stay or Should I Go?

Should I Stay or Should I Go now?
Should I Stay or Should I Go now?
If I go, there will be trouble
And if I stay it will be double
So come on and let me know

reuni dalam dunia maya

perasaan yg sudah lama berlalu..
sekarang datang lagi,
perasaan yg tak pernah hilang,
yang selalu aku simpan,
selalu kututup rapat dan tak kuijinkan mereka tahu..

ini ke-2 kalinya kita bertatap muka lagi,
mungkin sudah hampir satu tahun berlalu..
aku tak tahu pastinya,
waktu terasa begitu cepat bergulir,
hingga rasa sakitnya menjadi beku,
dan kusadari kita sudah terlalu jauh..
hingga satu hari aku tersadar,
bahwa dia sudah memiliki dunianya,
dan sosok wanita anggun sudah menjabat tangannya

semua terasa salah,
janggal..dan aku merasa jahat..
bukan inginku untuk menggoda,
kutak maksud untuk membawanya kembali dalam duniaku,
bukan itu..
sumpah,demi Tuhan aku akan rela,
aku sudah ikhlas..jauh hari setelah dia meninggalkanku..
aku tak bisa menahan perasaan ini,
perasaan dimana aku ingin membagi memoriku tentang masa lampau kita..
ini hanya sepenggal kisah lalu,
masa lalu yang sudah usang oleh putaran waktu..
tapi semua masih terasa hangat di otakku,
sentuhannya,
suaranya,
bahkan tatapannya..
setiap butir kenangan masih terasa jelas..
setiap lembar kisahnya masih bermakna untukku,
semua tak kan pernah hilang,
dan tak kan berubah..

-nostalgia di akhir Agustus 2009-

sisca's project :)

thanx sisca for asked me to bein ur model:)
so hepiiiiii with that photo section,hahaha..berlagag mode:on

white clouds in a blue sky:)

can i touch the cloud?

perth, 4:15 pm

wanna swim??

my (bad) habit

a cup of tea,my lophly marlboro menthol and fav playlist...thats what i like to do in my spare time:)

the cure

Oh Elise it doesn't matter what you say
I just can't stay here every yesterday
Like keep on acting out the same
The way we act out
Every way to smile
Forget
And make-believe we never needed
Any more than this
Any more than this

Oh Elise it doesn't matter what you do
I know I'll never really get inside of you
To make your eyes catch fire
The way they should
The way the blue could pull me in
If they only would
If they only would
At least I'd lose this sense of sensing something else
That hides away
From me and you
There're worlds to part
With aching looks and breaking hearts
And all the prayers your hands can make

Oh I just take as much as you can throw
And then throw it all away
Oh I throw it all away
Like throwing faces at the sky
Like throwing arms round
Yesterday
I stood and stared
Wide-eyed in front of you
And the face I saw looked back
The way I wanted to
But I just can't hold my tears away
The way you do

Elise... believe I never wanted this
I thought this time I'd keep all of my promises
I thought you were the girl always dreamed about
But I let the dream go
And the promises broke
And the make-believe ran out...

Oh elise
It doesn't matter what you say
I just can't stay here every yesterday
Like keep on acting out the same
The way we act out
Every way to smile
Forget
And make-believe we never needed
Any more than this
Any more than this

And every time I try to pick it up
Like falling sand
As fast as I pick it up
It runs away through my clutching hands
But there's nothing else I can really do
There's nothing else I can really do
There's nothing else
I can really do
At all...